Rock and Roll Ministry of Pankakes!

Amazing how time seems to fly. Amazing the difference a year makes. Amazing the places we end up and the people we meet. Recently I have met a girl with the most beautiful singing voice and im fully ready to marry her. lol. K maybe not but close. Where shall i be next year? Here? i dunno. I wanna be in my own place. I hope to make that happen. I wanna be in my last semester of college. I hope to make that happen. I wanna be in a deep, meaningful relationship with God, and in one with an amazing woman. I hope to make that happen. I wanna be able to breathe again. I hope to make that happen. Right now I only consolation is Blaqk Audio.

And the fact that I am typing this on my 42" tv with a wireless keyboard and mouse. Let me tell you. This is the way to do it. At this distance the resolution is very clear even if it is only 720p. Before i had to sit too close and it looked muddy. Also... i have media controlls on this keyboard. They are nice.

If you couldnt tell from my first paragraph I'm kinda depressed. While this is nothing new, the difference comes in that im not gonna write about it here. If you wanna know, ask. But the shell surrounding the mess is that it is my birthday right... now. I typed now as the clock struck midnight. Now im 22. And that is annoying in that... i was 21 last time. And that was suitably awesome. 22 is far less so. More is expected of you for less reward. Makes you wanna stand up and start a revolution. Against 40 hour work weeks and below average pay. I could go on a huge rant about pay. But i wont. 

This annoys me.

All i wanna do is listen to music 24/7

Sorry. This band is just really good and makes me feel like i COULD listen to them forever.

At any rate. This was kinda pointless. But mostly to let you know. Im still here. And i still do stuff. ^_^

Running on foot to perkins at 4 am is awesome!

haha its not much.

Sometimes the one side of my brain just takes over. Then I'm fried. Toast. Kaput. Seriously... sometimes I think I'm Bi-Polar, or have Multiple Personality Disorder. 

Enough of my insanity. I have a sidekick! Wooo! It's... more complicated than my other phone and will take some getting used to in order for me to tell if its really good or not.

I won't even start reviewing yet. There is too much to do. I'm puting music on it right now. And pictures. We will see what happens.

In other news Kristi graciously let me crash at her place in order that i may get a few hours rest during my marrithon of work and school. So Kudos and much thanks to her. I got an A on my first test! But... a C on my first responce paper. Bah. So that is school. Work... I guess I'm getting promoted soon. Training has stepped up alot, I'm going in early all next week for more training so I guess thats going well.

At any rate thats life at a glance... sorry this is so lacking in substance. I will post more later. But it is late and i need sleep. ^_^ gnight!

In Continuation

I just listend to two songs from the new Metallica album. And i went in with an open mind. I heard that it was gonna be more like And Justice for All... but it wasnt. It was just bad. The solos were uninspired. The riffs were simple. The vocals were strained. The drums were dumbed down. There were no redeeming qualities. I know, shame on me Nate for thinking Metallica could release a decent album since they haven't done that since '91.  o.0 

On the other hand i hear that Hayley and the gang are writing new songs for us. That is always a plus. The Pillows are still rocking it. They will probably do another U.S. tour and i will miss it again cuz they never come close enough! They release new songs every week. (exageration). But compared to most artists in America... yeah. 

In responce the the post before where i wrote about nothing... never mind it. I was at school and that depressess me. Cuz im there all day and most of the time I have no one to talk to. Although I saw Eric from my German class way back when. That was interesting. We talked. Then i saw Scott walking from his apartment. So we caught up. Talked about the aftermath of the crazy end of the year party and plotted on how we might have another. haha. 

Last night was interesting. I had called Amy about hanging out after my class and her work.  But she works at Buffalo Wild Wings and is subject not to the clock but the cut. So i have no idea when she got off. I did visit her, which was cool. I talked to Michelle or however you spell it. Shes got alot of energy and talked about how Amy helped her alot cuz they are both new. I'm like, yep thats the right Amy. So after determining that Amy would not get off work for a while she suggested i call Jen which i did... and nothing became of that. So i called Kara who had a migrane but invited me over anyways. So i hung out at her apartment dorm thing. We watched TV. Mostly family guy, then her cousin was there and other people i think one of them was named Amy. And Kara fell asleep. So i watched TV. Then she woke up and was like "oh my gosh sorry!" I was like its all good. ^_^ so i went home and watched Band of Brothers. Always a good show but lately i have felt alot like watching it. 

There shall be more in the future, i cant post everything at once lest i loose everyone's interest. And i know not everyone has time to read my long posts. So Ta Ta for Now! 

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Woah where did i go?! Haha. No where in particular. Just in the basement of Ford Hall at the U of M using one of their communications kiosks to type this... cuz ive been out since 8 am and have no laptop... and am bored.

But there is so much to tell. So much to go on about. I dont have time to even start. Basically I've been thinking alot. Probably too much for my own good. When i think about things i tend to depress myself. I dont really wanna go into what ive been thinking about, but its put me in a weird place. Ok... i will update later somone wants to use this thing. But i will be back!!!